New Blog

A change is here.

Some recent reading from fellow bloggers has left its mark on me.  They spoke of the positive power that their blogging habits have had in their lives.  While I liked the sounds of their words, I knew I was listening as a partial outsider to the experience.  I’ve derived pleasure from the occasional bout of word-wrestling on here.  I like the avenue for sharing oddness found online or making general observations about life.  On a simple level, it is nice to have a venue where news can be shared and life can be chronicled.

And for those items, this blog works.

But those observations from others confirmed something for me.  This activity (blogging) could wield more weight for me.  Translation: A venue for more focused thought might do me good.  There is a natural clarifying power found in writing.  Swimming through thoughts deeply enough to give words to them is, for me, a helpful process.  However, walking those steps for a rant about the Roughriders or a musing about the latest election results doesn’t wield nearly the same power in my life as writing about spiritual life and all the ups and downs of that journey.  I think I began blogging largely for that purpose.  The title “Wandering and Wondering” was chosen to keep the blog-borders fairly loose.  Under that guise, anything went.  And it has!  And it will continue to.

But I’ve reached a point where I’m feeling the need to re-assert my original purpose in blogging, with a renewed focus.

So I’m blogging elsewhere.

It may or may not surprise you that over the past few years, the word “mysticism” has come to be one of my favourite mental toys.  I look at it, feel it, roll it around.  I wonder about it and crave after it.  While the term itself suggests mystery, even oddness, I have felt drawn toward it for years now.

In a sentence, “mysticism” speaks of the pursuit of God.  It is wrapped up in a desire to know Him intimately and experientially.  It speaks of a longing for oneness with the Divine.

On one level, this may sound “out there”.  On another level, it should sound straight out of the New Testament.

Meandering Mystic is where I’ll pursue this topic in written form.  You’ll see even in that title my “wandering nature” still present.  However, the meandering of that site will be driven by a single quest to seek more of God.

I am looking to become more myself in the process.

Optical Illusion

This one is SO screwy, I HAD to post it.

Seriously, who comes up with these?!

Inspiration from John Wesley

Researching recently a bit about John Wesley, I came upon this line:

“Though his understanding of both justification and the assurance varied throughout his life, Wesley never stopped preaching the importance of faith for salvation and the witness of God’s Spirit with the belief that one was, indeed, a child of God.”

Wesley would accurately be called a heavyweight in church history–a figure of influence and impact with lasting (and labeled) influence being seen still in the Methodist movement and the Holiness movement.  All that to say: This is a big fellow in the history of Christianity, with a sharp mind and a robust faith.

Yet the quote above speaks to movement and variance in his faith.  There was journey, and not always in a steady, upward direction.

And that makes me smile a small smile, for that is my road too.  And for all the stress that I have felt from times of uncertainty, longing for firmer ground and a steadier spirit, it appears that God is quite able to use such wobbly folks as this.

I’m grateful that this is so.

Enjoying God

Counting one’s blessings is one way to rediscover satisfaction and contentment with “what is”.  Jonathan Edwards would argue that the exercise should also awaken us to a dramatic “story behind the story”:

“To go to heaven, fully to enjoy God, is infinitely better than the most pleasant accommodations here.  Fathers and mothers, husbands, wives or children or the company of earthly friends are but shadows; but the enjoyment of God is the substance.  These are but the scattered beams; but God is the sun.  These are but streams; but God is the fountain.  These are but drops; but God is the ocean.”

So go and enjoy the gifts of grace today.  But along the way, miss not the opportunity to engage with the Giver.  The rest is almost illusion in comparison to the reality of the One beyond all things.

Jumping into June

After allowing all of May to slide by with a mere ONE post–and about politics, at that(!)–I’m pressing forward into June, intent on filling the calendar.  All those things that I WANT to blog about along the way, this is a stretch of road during which to make some of that happen.