Birds (Lent: Day 27)

Yesterday my two-year-old was with me as we opened the garage door early to head to church.  An inch or more of snow had fallen overnight, quickly disguising all the spring weather we’d been enjoying.  Emmanuelle began saying something, but I was only half-listening.  I assumed it was a word about the fresh snow or “church day” or something she saw in the garage.  As my ears tuned in, I realized I didn’t recognize what she was saying–they weren’t familiar words coming from her little mouth.  When I finally tuned in for real, there they were–clear as day…

“Birds are singing.  They’re talking.”

And indeed they were!

It had been months since I last heard them, and I don’t think I’d ever heard my girl point it out to me.  Even more, I was amazed that minus her freshly tuned senses, I’d likely have missed the sound altogether.

As we drove, it struck me that Lent is something like this.  It is a season where routines are intended to break down, at least enough to allow for some fresh listening.  Themes like repentance and confession unclog our ears and give volume to some voices and some matters which we may have been muffling with a poorly-shaped life.

And we might be shocked to wonder, “How long have those birds been singing, and I never even heard them?”

A Sunday Prayer (Lent: Day 26)

A prayer for this forth Sunday of Lent:

Lord God, you who are the source of all truth, wisdom, justice, and love, lead me through this time of worship and throughout this day of service to you.  Help me constantly to rest my life upon the eternal foundations of your love and presence.  Save me from haste and confusion, from wronglful desire, and the net of evil.  Through the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, enlighten, instruct, and guide me all the day long.  In the name of Jesus, amen.

 

Deadly Sin of Greed (Lent: Day 23)

Credit to Scot McKnight yet again…

Jeff Cook, author of Seven: The Deadly Sins and the Beatitudes , has offered some brief meditations for us to ponder during Lent this year.

Greed

During Lent, we will meditate together on the Seven Deadly Sins and use this list as an aid in confession as we prepare ourselves for Holy Week, Good Friday and the Easter announcement of resurrection.

Greed is a misdirected love. Dante depicted the greedy chained to the ground, with their backs turned to heaven and their eyes fixed on the earth. The destructive power of greed was noted by one of those enchained who said, “Greed quenched my love of good, thus all my labors were in vain.”

Notice, greed is not gluttony, which indulges to the point of bursting. Greed in many ways couldn’t care less about enjoying its spoils. Greed pursues accumulation. Greed is the desire to possess more than I need, because of fear or idolatry. A fitting personification of Greed is Ebenezer Scrooge, who sat alone at night with a single candle to light his frigid bedroom. “Darkness is cheap,” wrote Charles Dickens, “and Scrooge liked it.”
Greed does not care about living well in the present for greed is obsessed about the future, and the future is a place of fear—fear that I will not have enough for tomorrow, fear that somehow the God who gives me each breath will stop providing if I do not squirrel away all I can.

Jesus’ brother James called greed the primary obstacle to peace in our world. Paul wrote that monetary greed is “a root of all kinds of evil.” All four gospel writers suggest that Judas betrayed Jesus partially because of greed. At its core, greed prefers wealth to the growth of our souls, to the God who made us, and to peace among people.

To those of us who struggle with greed Jesus says, “Freely you have received, freely give … What good will it be for you to gain the whole world, yet forfeit your soul?” (Mt 10:8, 16:26)

(Excerpt from Seven: the Deadly Sins and the Beatitudes by Jeff Cook)

F-You (Lent: Day 22)

Beyond giving me a great laugh, this video hits on another important Lent theme: Forgivness.

How much of what God desires to pour into lives can be derailed due to a lack of forgiveness in our not-ready-to-receive hearts?  Jesus says fairly bluntly (Mt. 18:35) that my failure to extend forgiveness can shut the door on my receiving it.  One might consider this as both a word of threat (ie: God is saying, “I will withhold it from you”) and a word of truth (ie: God is saying, “If your heart is wrapped in unforgiveness, you will simply be incapable of receiving Mine”).

Either way, the soul-searching of the Lent season can lead one into uncovering hurts, grudges, and bitterness that have been silently holding us captive.

If you discover any of that in your own heart, I know at least one pastor who would advise that you need more F-word in the vocabulary of your life.

Silent (Lent: Day 20)

Three weeks ago, I had an intention: to blog throughout the Lent season, as as act of reflection, as a possible resource for myself or others. A few days slid by. I hand-wrote a list of post ideas. I would catch up. A few more days, a couple more ideas. Still planning to catch up. A weekend, no ideas at all. A few days sick with a mostly-sick family, not thinking of anything but rest.

Gratefully, Lent is largely about recognition of weakness and expressions of humility.

I can’t even blog well.  And my list of faults descends very sharply from there.

Perhaps my Lent is playing out as-it-should, and perhaps a lack of its documentation is no real loss.